disappointed...

Well I gained this week and I'm very disappointed but not surprised...I bombed last week...I think in my sub-consensus...I sabatoged myself...that is my habit after all...however...this time I will win because I'm working on this for the Lord, with the Lord and will beat it through the Lord...the battle is His...I just need to remember to die to self...surrender to Him...I'll keep you posted...thanks for letting me share...helps to hold me accountable...